Giving up my independence has not been an easy transition for an unspeakable amount of reasons. Not only have I given up smoking, being able to drive myself everywhere, and determining my own grocery list, but my orgasms have become linked to my man's. This is actually a result of my own sensitivity and some unconscious training I gave myself years ago, than anything my man has or has not done. He'd have me coming all day everyday in an ideal world.
He is away at some appointments this morning. This morning is also a morning in which I was unable to come and became frustrated. After hours of attempting to clear my mind, then finding myself unconsciously pulled to pornography online, I accepted that I must find a way to give myself orgasm.
I didn't search too long for porn simulating truck stop fantasies similar to my own, before deciding this was enough. It worked (I didn't even get to the end), got me focused enough to go back to work, and increased my desire for a ball gag exponentially.
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that video is pretty fucking hot. :)
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